Mentally, this feeling easily drives me crazy and speechless. Sounds like a good thing, but in fact, it's the opposite. Today July 18, 10 pm : I am telling you that my heart is crying . I tried to take 'it' easy. But overall, the whole word made me sick. I sometimes think that i had been trapped. If it is true, i don't know what i have to say. Really. You made my heart skips a beat. You made me happy. Slight. Then, i am like.....wtf. OMG, You made me feel stupid. You made me feel like that those achievements and predicates are useless. As long as i heard that words, i was trying to catch my heart which had already gone down. I never write any little thing about love obviously in the virtual world. But this time, i can't deny that this feeling even made me write it all. I am really really sad. I think this is the last try after so many effort i gave to avoid this kind of terrible feeling. You had me down over and over.
And this time, I give up.
Allah, please... I am broken heart. Deep.
I even started to hate him, because i feel like i lost...
I have two feeling right now. Sooner or later, i hope this hate feeling would replace it all.
I don't know which feeling will be the winner. But right now, for my self, i am sure that the game is -over-
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